i want to say sorry to anyone i’ve distanced myself from over the past few weeks. it seems like there are an endless amount of you, and i guess i didn’t realize what i was doing was so noticeable until recently. this has been one of the most difficult times i’ve experienced throughout my life, and i’ve been physically and mentally out of whack for some time now. none of this had anything to do with any of you. i’ve just really needed to let go of things for a while so i could let myself focus on things i needed to learn from God. thank you to those who forced me to open up, you helped more than you can imagine.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (phil 4)
^ i’ve learned just how freaking true that verse is. though a lot still isn’t clear, things are finally falling into place. though i’m still uneasy and still a little all over the place, i know i’m fine and will continue to be fine.