i’m feeling somewhat better today.
here are some thoughts:
i made myself sit down at the piano and put some music to lyrics i’ve had for several days. it’s the first song i’ve written in a long time, and it felt good.
i wonder when the world will realize that saying “get ‘er done” is NOT funny. and it NEVER will be.
i can’t figure out what it is about Christmas music that i love so much.
i got the michael buble Christmas cd at the library, hoping for something new and unique. but it’s not. blast.
there’s an eclipse tonight at 8:00. i can’t decide if i should watch that or tv.
i hate not being motivated to do schoolwork. even when it’s something that i like to do. i have an alphabet project for my 2d that needs done. i made all the letters into trees. buttt i’m lazy today.
this thing i have is supposedly gonna come and go for the next three to six weeks. that’s a long time to not know if at any given time i’ll be healthy or wanting to vomit from being dizzy.
i talked to God for a while today. and that was good. then i played Him some music. that was good too.
i’m gonna go watch more tv. the dizziness is currently coming instead of going.
i don’t wanna say so long
to the times You made me so strong
to feel You close is what I need most
can i just say that i’ve missed You?