i just spent all morning at my high school.  i enjoyed it. haha how weird..

so God is definitely blessing me.  november seemed like such a dark time for me, but i’m understanding why.  now, a lot of new things are happening, and i’m getting excited.  i’m excited to get to anderson next year.  it’s time for me to just get out of my world and see new things.  i won’t be content until i’m able to do that.  i’m not happy at malone.  i just do not like it there, and i think it stems from the fact that i need out, and i need to get on with my life now.  i’ve remembered just how much i love art and want to do graphic design, but at the same time God has really laid my calling into ministry through music back into where it should be.  everything just feels like it’s going in the right direction.  i have the opportunity now of being hired by the alive festival and doing their new magazine, and i’m really excited for it.  Christmas is here, my whole family gets to be together, it’s supposed to snow tonight, i love my friends, my church is great, i cleaned my room, and God’s arm is wrapped around my shoulders. 

here’s a song i wrote my junior year that i like a lot and that pertains to now:

the world, Your canvas
creation, Your art
my life, my face
details perfectly placed
not just a spec
splashed into the sea
but a will and a plan
for insignificant me

a cluttered life, my blindness
a lost boy, Your son
a willing heart for You
beating so hard it’s turning blue
a wondering mind
with open arms, He wants to find
a way to live without a doubt
that life is finally figured out

i feel like i’ve been here with my arms stretched over miles
ready to fly, could You open my eyes?

knit my heart
and thread my wings
as You paint the beauty of things unseen

i’m sorry for my zeal or lack of any
break me, fill me, the burdens are many
what i am, i give to You
for You alone make all things new


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