sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that finds seasons fascinating.  i’m not really talking about weather. 

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that sees something and puts together a whole thought process in his head about how it came about.  for instance.. in a show, i see a weird looking lamp in the corner of the room.  why did they choose that lamp?  who decided to put it there?  why didn’t they use a different lamp?  what significance does it have in the set?  did something happen to a different lamp?  i somehow put together and picture this quick summary of what happened leading that lamp to bethere.  this is all in my sub-conscious in a matter of seconds while i’m still watching and comprehending what’s going on in the show.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that gets grossed out while eating with others in dead silence. 

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that watches an episode of full house on dvd before going to bed at night.


sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that can sit and look and draw trees over and over again and never get bored because no two trees are alike.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that truly feels set apart to do something big in life. 

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that fully understands his calling, yet has no idea what his life is leading towards.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that can take a trivia test about american idol and get one hundred percent on it.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that feels like an itch that was out of reach is finally being scratched when i get to take something and make it more visually pleasing.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that has put off dating all his life to focus on other things, to watch others, to learn what i want in a girl, and to gain strength in being alone in Christ before depending on another half.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that can sit through an entire horrible local tv show, completely amused at how awesomely bad it is.  not even local shows, but just things in general.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that is completely heterosexual, but thinks about how he’ll one day ..design the visual aspects.. of his house.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that has the toughest time making sure i dive into the Word day after day after day.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that loves to people watch.

sometimes i wonder if i’m the only one that sits and wonders about being the only one that does certain things.





snap.