today i sat outside in my yard.  i took in the sunlight and breathed a little. 
it’s weird how good that can make you feel. 

i’ve tried out three different medications to help me with the vertigo.  i’m pretty sure i’ve had the flu on top of it since my immune system is pretty weak right now.  that would explain why i got so bad out of nowhere on saturday.  butttt…i will be healthy again.  prayer prayer prayer.  all this endless-illness has done is make my passion to be able to run with the things God is diong in my life intensify by a ton.  i’m very excited for that day that I’m able to again.

in the soundless awe and wonder
words fall short to hope again
how beautiful, how vast Your love is
new forever, world without an end